The unseeable way of looking at things, the unbearable task to find
where to begin, the dramatical feat to the unopened mind the impossible reach when you get left behind
Incomplete failing life will always feel what's left of your mind and the scars that combine to obtain realizing man's unkind
The unclean soul forgotten inside, unreachable search for questions
denied, accusations within struggle free, thought process wondering
should the blind see, chaotic times, life of lies, deceitful eyes
Questioning guidance, why know your mind hope's all alone
Dulling senses what's done is done as life goes on
Blame is the intent we live and set to seek again, but once you see the grudge be careful of the ground beneath, to kill to hurt to hate slaps of dishonesty
pay back will come screaming, like knives in your back
criticizing echoes leaving me awake at night, prayers keeping me safe at least a chance to fight
no control why did you come past, present, future life, things will happen for a reason or is it paranormal strife, creatures that I made up in my head are now alive, just like that one blink is all it takes to say goodbye, solo Darrell Ford/Benito Garcia
reflections staring back at me, but it's not really me, [the way within has just begun] [guilt overflows my body forcing me to bleed]
abandoned home of stolen dreams, Fearless hearts, predicting death,
there's not much time left, pick and choose we'll always lose, the best is what comes next, life is life, so live it well, death takes while live gives
Fate by chance in me, I will, one last glance in me still (repeat)
credits
from Administer the Pain,
released February 22, 2022
All Music and Lyrics written and performed by Benito F. Garcia, Solos by Darrell Ford/Benito F. Garcia, Vocals by Benito F. Garcia
