Administer the Pain

by Eternal

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1.	Administer the Pain 04:12	lyrics	buy track
I'm a mess illusionist slicing at the core of man I respond all doubt gone keeping the fires burning blade in hand wrath command raging intensity no control when i take hold red is all i see tear away feelings chained the power the invasion the onslaught tapping in mortal sin at your weakest that's when i'll come broken down sorrow bound i'm not allowed to show you mercy appropriate in times of stress i'll pull your heart strings tight then i start cutting the slain the gain the same in pain are blood is all the same born in blood hurricane blood cycle will remain administering the pain (x2), solo(Curtis Ziessel) ad-minister the pain--administer the pain--ad-minister the pain--the pain is here try to attack when its pitch black blindsided by the fury in retrospect no intellect to conduct one's normality violent nature therapy inconstant trouble dependency from start to finish agony and that's the way it'll always be conflict distress suffering is found way deep inside of me I'm pain Tear away feelings chained the power the invasion the onslaught Tapping in mortal sin at your weakest that's when I'll come Broken down sorrow bound I'm not allowed to show you mercy Appropriate in times of stress I'll pull your heart strings tight then I start cutting The slain, the gain, insane, with pain Our blood is all the same born in blood hurricane blood cycle will remain administering the pain (x2), solo (Curtis Ziessel) Ad-minister the pain--administer the pain...The pain is here
2.	Prey to Grief 03:37	lyrics	buy track
Lying down beg and plead so why am I here I lie awake too scared to blink breath taking fear I'm terrorized with wide open eyes assaulted in my sleep But how can this be cause I can't move and I can't scream consuming every part of me, prey to grief inside my dreams Tightening grip fighting sleep it's black it's evil It wants to hurt it wants to take but is it for real It's on the attack forcing such vile acts the more I try to scream The tighter it squeezes me dead or awake imprisoned dream state Consuming every part of me prey to grief inside my dreams So don't fall asleep don't fall asleep don't fall asleep don't, don't fall... 1st solo (Gabriel Krishnamoorthy) 2nd solo (Benito F. Garcia) 3rd solo (Gabriel Krishnamoorthy) Ideal embrace with no escape frozen morbid gaze in place Helpless wake me up I can't break free, it's the future I can't see
3.	The World's @ Large 04:43	lyrics	buy track
The world's @ large fast infection set now here comes the pain Panic in affect chaotic human race unknown new virus strain High risk infection desire disconnect new world imperfection Pandemic no control lock down quarantine is now the new normal But you say you want to save us Silent killer has no recourse, advanced disease will run its course Blood on blame words bite in deep, what you sow now you shall reap Storm that's been building now is here, death's sneering smile appears conspiracy theory's eager rage, thrown into the lake of flames In your eyes I see no trust day by day life gone astray, humankind in disarray family's misfortune omen set, your loved one has passed away paranoia is now consuming, front door package ammunition marshal law approaching quick, people falling with every click (solo Derek Corzine) the world's @ large we can't even co-exist unless six feet away health care unemployment food supply depleted lives now re-arranged exposed transmission future in submission initiate aggression federal system crashing our precious world is dying what don't you understand, The world's @ large, The world's @ large Outro solo (Derek Corzine)
4.	From this Day Forward 04:58	lyrics	buy track
I can't imagine this world without blood tears falling I've known the pain that has tortured my every move YEAH (loud echo fading) No live and let live there's no way you'd let me see the glory...ahh And from this day forward I will end this treachery Across the sky hopes and dreams fill in all my worries Angel sunlight form my wings in awe I fly...away No live and let live ignoring God you fail to see his glory And from this day forward I stand firm and I believe 1st solo (Benito F. Garcia) 2nd solo (Darrel Ford) Empty soul anger cleanse these from my body Fill the void with my mistakes distant memories...Yeah No live and let live there's no way you'd let me see the glory... (Darrel Ford) outro interlude 4th solo (Darrel Ford)
5.	That's not the Point 04:17	lyrics	buy track
Obsessed to possess imposition for gain desire to destroy Against the natural grain divert instincts creation for moral decay Arrogance of the highest level leaves a bad taste in one's mouth If the shoe was on the other foot you'd realize what we're laughing about Pride has swallowed you whole disrespect without a care in the world Do as your told but that's not the point it's who you know not what you know condescending words you stand up for, solo (Gilbert Perez) be the change you we just might make it, pay the price for once don't fake it talk less do more don't just fake it, take a chance and don't regret it why is it so hard to just live well, to just belong deep down inside you know what's right, and what's wrong, solo ( Gilbert Perez)
6.	Gift of the Magi 04:45	lyrics	buy track
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7.	Alarm Bells 03:57	lyrics	buy track
solo (Eric Turley) Lure the victim, forced upon, modern day slavery Evil intent, taken by force, savage brutality Rape and murder business, nefarious organized crime Endless nightmare is there a way out, screams of the please help me escape Trapped and drugged now tortured hell, blood abuse exchange Here them alarm bells ringing, attack the unwilling Locked eyes on his prey, naive abducted runaway The horror you've lived through, forever haunting you Hidden shame tearing guilt (but) you can't see it Constant fear of being taken Cannot comprehend this evil torment Switch off your mind just for a moment Afraid to close your eyes, abandon our sanctity of human life
8.	Sellf Destruct 03:52	lyrics	buy track
Attempt the end my friend you will always be your enemy Enraged now caged engaged serpent in the haze cries forever Cause and effect--cause and effect, your last words--your last words Back into dust--back into dust self destruct Cause and effect your last words are what you're going to regret Back into dust playing with fear you're set to self-destruct No cause no shame you're not the only one who's going to pay React attack impact upon a blast life now ends today Cause and effect--cause and effect, your last words--your last words Back into dust--back into dust self destruct Cause and effect your last words are what you're going to regret Back into dust playing with fear you're set to self destruct Off the edge goodbye my friend in pain no more let the hurt go Off the edge in pain no more, solo (Benito F. Garcia/Derek Corzine) No control you've sowed hell now has your soul no second chance The strain no gain insane life is worth more than you'll ever know
9.	Failure is not an Option 04:58	lyrics	buy track
I can see it far away, I can see it coming helpless as it seems I need to feel alive there is chance and there is choice, no one can take your shine pain is short quitting is fear, either you win or you learn don't give in, don't give up, no matter how hard it gets don't give up prepare for the worst hope for the best don't back down if you dig deep, there is no retreat, if you can last and you believe live your life like it's your last day, failure is not an option today failure is not an option--it's now or never failure is not an option--storms don't last forever, solo (Elaine Palacio Pena/Metal Lotus) outro solos (Benito F. Garcia/Derek Corzine)
10.	Fate by Chance 06:33	lyrics	buy track
The unseeable way of looking at things, the unbearable task to find where to begin, the dramatical feat to the unopened mind the impossible reach when you get left behind Incomplete failing life will always feel what's left of your mind and the scars that combine to obtain realizing man's unkind The unclean soul forgotten inside, unreachable search for questions denied, accusations within struggle free, thought process wondering should the blind see, chaotic times, life of lies, deceitful eyes Questioning guidance, why know your mind hope's all alone Dulling senses what's done is done as life goes on Blame is the intent we live and set to seek again, but once you see the grudge be careful of the ground beneath, to kill to hurt to hate slaps of dishonesty pay back will come screaming, like knives in your back criticizing echoes leaving me awake at night, prayers keeping me safe at least a chance to fight no control why did you come past, present, future life, things will happen for a reason or is it paranormal strife, creatures that I made up in my head are now alive, just like that one blink is all it takes to say goodbye, solo Darrell Ford/Benito Garcia reflections staring back at me, but it's not really me, [the way within has just begun] [guilt overflows my body forcing me to bleed] abandoned home of stolen dreams, Fearless hearts, predicting death, there's not much time left, pick and choose we'll always lose, the best is what comes next, life is life, so live it well, death takes while live gives Fate by chance in me, I will, one last glance in me still (repeat)

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Through out are lives pain will always be in it. We are all the same

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released February 22, 2022

All Music and Lyrics written and performed by Benito F. Garcia, Guest Guitar solos by Curtis Zeissel, Gabriel Krishnamoorthy, Derek Corzine, Darrell Ford, Gilbert Perez, Eric Turley, Elaine Palacio Pena/Metal Lotus, Guest Vocals by Leon Trevino